In the middle of the night, I wake up searching for you. I wonder throughout everyday what went wrong. I sit and ponder about whether to wait for you or to leave and be gone. I get curious about if I cross your mind or not. You were right I do love you more than a lot of people could ever love a significant other. I miss you everyday. I can’t help but want to know why things have to be this way. You say you want your summer, but should I be waiting at the end? Should I be there with arms wide open or should I even pretend? Would you wait for me if this were the case? It’s like I’m standing here in such disgrace. I feel like I need you, but I don’t want to. Honestly, I’d rather have you in my life as something rather than nothing, but we both know that eventually it will be nothing….. I just need answers, without them I’m just not myself. That’s all I ask.
Everyday!
I shaved lightning bolts into my hair when I was 12. It really set the tone for a life of regret.
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![theclearlydope:
I shaved lightning bolts into my hair when I was 12. It really set the tone for a life of regret.
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